My Grandmas hands!

My grandma has been gone since 2003. And I really remember from her is that she made the best bread in the whole world. But while she was living here with us after grandpa passed away, I remember more than 1 fight that she and I got into. I fought with her over the bread she made, over the way she wanted the rugs just right, and I would get so irrated with her because I would have to go and get her off the bus after her long day at dialysis. I would make her a sandwich or a snack and be so bugged that she would dare ask me. And now that she has been gone I regret every thing I didn't do perfect for her. I would give anything if she could see and express her feelings about whats going on between the brothers and my mom. I would love to be a fly on the wall! I miss her warm bread and jam, that was better then any ice cream or cake. I regret the things and the stories I really never listened to. And her hands when she would sew were in perfect rythm with the machine. She knew so much and did so much for others and I never appreciated her until now. I want my kids to know their grandma the way I knew mine. I miss her dearly! I wish I could have been more mature when she was here so I could see how special she really was. I am grateful for the chance I had to know my grandma and I can't wait to see her on the other side and tell her how sorry I am. People come and go through out our lives, do we really appreciate who they are while there here? Don't have any regrets cause you never know when it could all be taken away.

Figure this out!

I am having such a hard time trying to figure all the fun stuff out so just bare with me if it looks or even sounds a little bit off.

Skinny Jeans

No pictures to go with this one, I just needed to vent more than anything. I am all about the high fashion trends and seeing if they work for your body style or not. But if they don't and you still keep trying its time to invest in a full length mirror. People for real, I love skinny jeans and yes I know I am not the thinnest person nor the biggest. But they DON'T look good on me so I am not still trying. You all know the people I am talking about short little fat people with the muffin on top. And they can't even pull up there pants to sorta hide the muffin. So I beg you, please don't make us all suffer because you think its gonna work this one last time. The skinny look with the high heels are for anerxics that don't spend money on food and can waste money on jeans like that. WOW! I feel so much better, and yes Randy Jackson just because you lost a bunch of weight doesn't mean you should attempt it. Your a dude, leave something for the girls.

My husband!

Time gets closer and closer that Homer will be gone to basic for 6 months. So in this last week I have vowed to take as many pictures as I possibly can. I want the kids to remember Homer while he is gone, not that they could ever forget him I just don't want Homer to be a stranger to Kennedy when he gets back. I am so proud of my husband for the decision he made to serve our country. I really hope though that this will be the only time we are away from eachother. He on the other hand is hoping for a deployment. I didn't know I was that hard to live with. My family has been really supportive and yes I may be a little bit mean while he is gone for the first little while, but I know you'll understand.

We're BACK!

Yes thats right, we have now started a new blog since cheif crawling rock is no longer I thought I needed to start a new blog so I can keep up with the trend. So in the next few weeks I will add pictures of my wonderful little family.